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Feb. 17th, 2010 | 04:39 pm
feeling |: complacent
my anti-drug | : Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
ugghhh..... I don't get how some people said they don't like this and that but they still do this and that or how they don't agree with it but still doing it. Take for example of what happened just now after class. The other local girl, Ah told the lecturer that she don't want to group with all guys. She had a hard time of talking and telling the lecturer and her supposed-to-be group members how she is a girl and it's dangerous to be in a group with all guys and she thought the lecturer divide the group where there are also a girl as a member until the lecturer agrees for her to change group even though her "group members" doesn't agree with it as they will have to find a new member on such a short notice. Know what did I find out? Her new group members are also all guys though of a different skin colour. Hypocrite much? Racism much? She's the same age as I am but I think my social maturity is much more than her. She don't want to have anything to do with the black people. I kept thinking of how she will feel if by some force of nature, she's studying in a place where she's the only Asian in a sea of black and nobody is befriending her coz she's white. It's the same as these guys I bet. They are far away from home and only have each other to survive in another country. Having local friends are good as they can help them the way of this country. Am I right? If she's this choosy in having friends, I don't know what is going to happen to her once she work in a company. Then there is the matter of being rude and not answering. A classmate, Md, wants to talk with her or something. He called her name a few times and even knocked on the table but did she answer? Nope. Nada. Zilch. She didn't even turn around towards him. When he wants to throw the chair at her, then only she answer.......in a rude way of course. I mean I don't blame her of acting that way but when people call her, she's suppose to answer or give an indication that she is listening. When she scold him of being rude and he could just call her name, and he said he did and she didn't answer, then only she kept quiet. I think in shame or something.....I dunno. She's weird. Without her friend Aq, I think she'll be friendless with that attitude. Atleast I answer to people even if it is a stupid question to ask coz I believe in karma. Who knows, sometimes in the near future it could happen to me also if I continue being a b!tch to other people.